upcoming trip!!!

So i'm heading off to Thialand at the end of the month. So exciting. Its the whole family my mom,sister and her boyfriend. Hhmm...I have to make sure hes a good guy for her. Were going to temples,horse ride through local villages and looking at temples. So exciting.I am in desperate need of a vacation. Ive recently decided to go back to school,community college that is. School tours applications to fill out and class planning. What for you ask? Well I'm going to get my associates in early childhood education. To be a pre k teacher. Who knows I may go on to get a masters later. But the news is I'm moving out of NYC and to a new place. Another chapter of my life is about to start and I couldn't be more excited. On a whole different topc. Lets talk relationships. How do we build them and how do we make them work.its team work basically you put in what you get out of it. But what if your somebody who cant identify what you add to the relationship does that make you un lovable. Hell no it means you need to find yourself first before you can add yourself to another .. cause face it,if you don't know what you add to something then you don't truely know your self. Ok...but lets say you are secure in self confidence and you have a great job,family you had it all and now the perfect man or woman. Still you struggle with making it work. You are done with the honeymoon stage and onto the serious stuff. You met his siblings spent time with friends and they love you. So what's your next step...you talk about it! Yes people you need to talk with your partner about it. Now I'm not talking lets get married or move in here hell no not yet, but you do need to sit them down and say 'where do you see us going' but make it clear that your not putting pressure you both need to set a pace that you wanna be with eachother at and have an end goal. I find myself giving advice and consouling others in times of confusion and they take it and thank me for it. Yet when in my own life I apply it my endings aren't that happy. New place new home new relationships new life? I'm not changing me too much I hope. Well maybe I am but its not a bad thing. Oh it dawns on me I don't have any photos up hahaha that will change I swear. Nap time have a big trip tomorrow. Jamestown community tour oh boy!!this is school 2 and I haven't even scratched the surface. Did I mention I'm moving in march? No oh well then I need to get going on this! Oh HAPPY NEW YEAR :-)