Even after high school I would have never thought that I would live in NYC on my own, have great friends and be doing my thing. But back when I was stuck in a room with desks all lined up in a square and a teacher reading a page in a book, about something I was suposse to have read..before all of that happen. I was in middle school, I was a little girl just happy to be going back to a public school. System. Strange right. After boarding school, all I wanted at that time was to be home and with the friends I grew up with. In hopes that they hadn't forgotten me, since I was never very good at keeping in touch.
And then once I got back into high school like a normal girl would. I could not wait to get out. I tried everything to get put of school, classes. I was a good kid but was never able to sit long enough to Have the information put into my head. I wanted to be free. Reason. Being cause I thought well, I'm not going to college why sit in high school. Anymore.
Well after I graduated I was finally able to let go. Not really. I was ready for summer jobs and summer relaxation to begin. But my mother had other plans.
So after a long trip and fighting I moved out of small town Madison and to the big city. Like in the movies I thought haha. Nope it was to more school to more training. Again more fighting to be free.
Now that I am. And I'm happy. I wanna have something solid....am I too young to think that way.
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