First Semester Done.....

Started in this school back in August. In Upstate NY best idea yet right? so far i think so, i just finished taking my first final and i'm sweating bullets. Tomorrow is my math and then the last one on wednesday is english. You would think i would be umping for joy about how this semester flew by or how I made so many new friends, well sorry to say nope and nope. I spent my time studying for class,and hanging out with my friends who on the lucky side are working and not in school. some days i do wish i could just go tot work all day and not have to study at all. I don't know. Don't get me wrong i love the school and the teachers are great but being in this environment makes me think of it as just one big high school and i'm the transfer student who doesn't speak english. The ironic thing is that I'm a major extroverted type of person, maybe its the environment and how everybody here grew up or maybe its just that i don't want to really make any friends with these kids. either way all i really want to do is get through these finals pass all my classes and just finish school. But then the question is where do i go after this, do i get a job as a teacher here or do i move with my degree and get a teaching job somewhere else. either are ok i would prefer to move away form here not too far but far enough i guess. I have made great friends int his town and its super fun to go and hanging out with them. I have an awesome boyfriend who grew up here so i get a full tour of this place hahahaha and he's very well known as he is an artist. but still im here as a student and not much else its not an area i would want to plant roots in at all. Let alone have my kids go to school here and teach here. On the upside after my last final on wednesday i will be headed to Miami for the holidays and some much needed vacation. me and my mom on the beaches tanning and drinking by the pool! so exciting its the thing that is making me work so hard right now, not that i wouldn't be even if i wasn't going anywhere for the holidays. I was lucky enough growing up to have a super great education and support in traveling all over and experience so much. I would like to have something similar for my future but lets put that on the far back burner. For now i'm just trying to make it through this semester in one piece. Did i mention its snowing non stop and i have had to get snow tires for my car and i was strangely strangely excited for them....i think the country life style is getting to me.....i need my city life back!! College life is supossed to be exciting and a new adventure in ones life. To me it feels like im in high school and with the education standards pretty much the same as what i had in my school there. My English teacher told me that im a very prolific creative righter the other day. Not sure how i should feel about that. i mean i take it as a compliment in the fullist but does that mean i should go into the field of writing children's books? Do i really want to be a kindergarten teacher? I have way too many questions going on in my head. This stress is getting to me.