Emotions run deep

So today is the big day I'm all packed on the road and there's n turning back from my choice that I have made. I have to move forward and face the upcoming emotions that I will go through. I know that I'm tough and can make it but I am still a little kid at times wanting her puppy or her bed. Ok, maybe her mommy too. But I don't want to hit that wall now. When I hit the gate I think it will really hit me that I'm going and I can't look back. I'm excited and curious! Wish me luck and hope I didn't make a mistake.