Times are actually changing and i dont mean the year the time on a clock. i mean me and my relationships with people family. In the past month or so i have had a huge realization i think, i find myself asking question about things i ususall would never say. like i wonder if all my issues are relally about my adoption. this is only an example but it is a big one that has been on my mind. as family seems to become more estranged to me i find myself lost in me. i cant figure out why i do what i do, is it my personality traits do i have a solid trait that defines me as Clare. or am i falling into the plain coloum of traits. where im a follower of who i am friends with who i talk to. do i copy people so i can try on a persona?
im moving apartments soon, im going to be 20 soon, im in a good relationship with my friend. its weird. a lot of things are changing. but at the same time. im in a stand still position. as for schooling, im officially all done and just getting ready to get my license as soon as possible. i am in the mean time just trying to find any work. Maybe now my life can really take off and i can find me.
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